I'm gonna do this, because.

Every day i'll add a thought at the top...... every day i remember, i'll date it just in case i forget and you all can be all, YOU FORGOT, FUCK YOU.

Anyways, yeah, this'll last til' i get bored.
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THOUGHTS BEGIN:

7/17/08 - If there was a saloon for drinking coke, i'd totally spit my putrid brown spit into them and make the cling sound.

7/18/08 - Sex on a bunny bus.

Explanations are optional.

7/19/08 - You know, only two people won the $100 AND signed up before me........ I hope this is understandably something to be disappointed about :\.

7/20/08 - If i were an african creature, i'd totally be a meerkat. Pretty much the best animal ever.

7/21/08 - Sometimes i wish the world was in black and white. But only on occasion, like every couple weeks there would be a random black and white day. It'd be interesting.

7/22/08 - Chemistry lab is a great way to get punished for wanting to be a kid and stay up late into the night :[

7/23/08 - I knew this would get me replies. Plz spam so i can have more :3

7/24/08 - Banners shouldn't take two days to update...... but i'm not complaining

7/25/08 - 12oz coke bottles are probably the cutest things ever, if you ever get the chance to buy them, do so, you'll feel happy for the rest of the year

7/26/08 - I have an old chihuahua, he's dying slowly, but you can tell that at this point, he barely seems to realize it and has a tenacity for life that i've never really seen dogs have... i'll always respect him in a human like fashion for that, i only hope i have that sort of strength when i'm getting old :)

7/28/08 - Yesterday i didn't say anything, it's sad because, what if yesterday it was my destiny to say the most beautiful thing ever imagined, and then i just..... missed the opportunity...... it's like the answer to how many licks to the center of a tootsie pop :(

7/30/08 - Yesterday was a day of great fun and excitement i can only hope today provides the same results

7/31/08 - My uncle, one of the physically strongest people i've ever met, seemed emotionally torn to baby pieces today as he goes in for the most important surgery in his life. I hope to whichever god is "correct" that he will be fine.

8/1/08 - My second month into this, not in days elapsed of course, but according to a calendar, it's my second month into this, and it's been nice being able to write these short blurbs each day without building gigantic amounts of blogs to have to go through.

8/4/08 - I'm bad at this aren't i? Well today i feel sadness and happiness, i get to see my cousin soon and go to cedar point, but i also don't see kaleigh til' thursday..... it will be sad.

Deep thought though, deep thought. Do dogs sleep so much when old to dream about when they were younger? After all, dogs bark and scratch and growl in sleep, so they must dream, but what exactly is a dog's dream about..... iunno :)

8/5/08 - Kaleigh, my thought of every day, my hourly and minute...ly thought and the imaginative database for every second of my existence. She truly just... completes me. I wish sometimes she realized it more and knew i'd never do anything to harm her gentle soul, for i am a man now, not the boy that had hurt her in the past. And though there are times where i get jealous even for MENTIONING other boys, every boy does this, and my reactions are simply because i do not wish to lose her, after all she truly is able to love me for what i am, which is odd, strange, and weird.

And yet she still loves me, and that's why she's always on my mind, because i can't help but wonder why i've been blessed with such luck as to be the one of her heart... she's had mine longer than she'd want to admit to herself, and she's told me before that i've had her's from day one. And now that our hearts are together i can see the start of what will become a beautiful relationship that people will totally get jealous about and ask us HOW DO YOU KEEP THE PASSION AND SHIT AFTER SO LONG

and i'll be all, LUL I GOT AN IP

aka immense penis.

Aka i love you Kaleigh, with all my heart.

8/8/08 - A lucky day to some, just another great one for me.

is 13 an unlucky number, or just the number you've always needed? Maybe it's just too good for you

8/9/08 - As every day passes during summer, you begin to lose track of the days themselves, imagine before there were "days" and such.... it's an interesting thought in my mind, to say the least

8/10/08 - Exalted needs an antonym, so i can use it in my life.

8/12/08 - You never know how much you missed something until you've found it

8/13/08 - It's reassuring to know i'm the definition of wasted breath

8/14/08 - Megaman is a terrible series... post 2002.

8/20/08 - Einstein's theory of relativity can be proven simply by feeling the difference between summer beginning and ending, and the time between school starting, and winter break.

8/21/08 - Please stop waiting. Every day that passes without it happening gives roughly the same feeling as shooting yourself in non-vital areas but only enough to make sure you don't bleed to death so you can do it again the next day.

8/25/08 - I dislike oversleeping, it's proof of mind over matter in the most inconvenient way possible

8/26/08 - You know you've found the right one when your entire family is as concerned for her safety as you are.

8/28/08 - 4-day weekend, doesn't that just sound amazing?

8/29/08 - You're the only reason i still live in this god awful fucking state.

9/2/08 - You're the only salvation from my own ways.

9/5/08 - Relative terms are a torture the chinese would scoff at.

9/9/08 - Me and kaleigh had cam sex today, i ate her out seriously for the first time while fingering her, then fucked her missionary, finally got her to be 100% naked with me, then to the side while she played with clitoris, THEN from behind and she played with my balls before i came deep inside of her.

It was a good day.

9/10/08 - Today has been my first truly busy day since the beginning of college. It has been quite nice actually, but reminds me that soon enough it'll be tests tests tests, i have already taken two (three times since you're alloted three tries), have one tomorrow, and one on monday, pfeh.

But either way, i'm currently happy i made a new friend recently, he's a good man, but even happier due to the usual reason.

Kaleigh you make me so happy, i feel inspired to actually MAKE A THOUGHT OF THE DAY FOR ONCE.

What does a homosexual pot call a white supremacist kettle?

I know dear, you make me think of such deep ... THINGS AND STUFF

9/11/08 - A great day of my tragedy.

9/14/08 - Chalk up another lost cause.

9/16/08 - Two people have fallen in love after a car crash with each other.

9/22/08 - I'm not deathly tired, because i'm still alive.

9/23/08 - Monday: Organic Test - Tuesday: Calculus Quiz - Wednesday: Ecology Lab Report - Thursday: Organic Lab Report Sheet - Friday: Fuck time with Kaleigh *nudge*

Shaping up to be a busy week D:

9/24/08 - There's no need to be pessimistic, it wouldn't work anyway.

9/29/08 - Autumn, a beautifall season.

9/30/08 - Kaleigh gets lots of important things done today, i'm glad i am able to help her better her future, i love her so dearly.

10/02/08 - We were both immature children last night, both were in fault, both did something wrong, that is not under dispute.

10/10/08 - So i'm gonna be a daddy.

10//14/08 - If it's possible to die of a broken heart, then this may very well be the last post i make.

10/18/08 - Today i drove Kaleigh away to South Bend where she'll be living with her family for issues you all don't need to hear...... it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life.

10/20/08 - Took my first of two tests today, an Ecological Laboratory is what it was, and truth be told it wasn't that difficult.... Organic Chemistry is later today though... and i can barely imagine it :(.

In addition, it's only been two days since i dropped Kaleigh off, but it has felt like forever, death would almost be more settling than not receiving a text within the hour.

10/21/08 - The second test........ not 100% sure of how well i did, i can only hope the answer to that is, well. Kaleigh fell asleep yesterday while i was texting her.... her family talks on the phone too much... i wanna hear her voice

11/4/08 - May the better man win

11/5/08 - He did

11/10/08 - Portmanteaus are fagtastic

12/9/08 - God damn it i miss her

12/11/08 - One final left.... ugh it's been a shitty couple of weeks

12/12/08 - Archaeologists make discoveries in Africa. Kenya dig it?

12/13/08 - IF I HEAR THE FUCKING CHIPTUNE ONE MORE TIME

12/18/08 - my 16 and 17 was awesome, inside jokes aplenty and fun times at 3am in a hotel with my girlfriend and one of my best friends. Laughing everywhere.

And i got points with the mom, a very hard woman to get on the good side of, PFEH!

:), good days.

12/19/08 - Zelda Misadventures is the least funny series that somehow got popular. The newest one is the only one that even half way tries to animate......... oh wait... it's a sprite flash.

12/21/08 - 20 was super fun with one of my bestest friends. But today is sad and cold :(, except for the bright light of the fact that i only have classes two days next semester

1/7/09 - I NEVER MISS DAYS WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

1/12/09 - Speaking of 12, TWELVE HOURS OF SCHOOL TODAY.
FUCK
LIFE

1/22-1/23/09 - I never have wanted to bone Kaleigh so much in my life. Granted, i stand by the fact that i've only made love to her, but god damn i wanted to fuck her to pieces.... with love :[

1/24/09 - Kroger Pep Rallies.

They exist.

1/30/09 - Kroger first day. DDDDDDDDD:::::::::

1/31/09 - Time to beast another psychology test and work again. Work is gay btw.
Also these last few days i've been with Kaleigh every day and she's slept here, we've made love and fallen even deeper IN love than we ever have been. I've never felt so complete. She is truly the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I hope to love her always.

2/3/09 - To be held, is to be recognized as alive.

2/11/09 - Terribly busy week again, a week and a day it seems. Ever since i picked Kaleigh up from South Bend my life has been constantly moving. Tonight will be the first time i have nothing to worry about the next day, and thus i will waste it and waste it well.

An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.

2/18/09 - Sitting here, hungry.

World's sky, pale
dark
blue

Deep poem styles writing
very gay

The pages print out for my study guide
I wonder what's on, the other side

oh, it's just blank, what a waste
my blood tastes good, i like the taste.

And, a joke about a celebrity

2/25/09 - It seems that Wednesday after Speech is the only time i remember about this anymore. But that's slightly aside the point i guess. At least I haven't left anyone who reads this. Which is nobody, COMPLETELY IN THE DARK OF MY THOUGHTS.

Let me recite something, so i never lose it.
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Loneliness to me is everlasting.
But easily counteracted.
That's its greatest weakness.
You're its ultimate threat.
Worst enemy and hated rival.
For a hold of your hand, a kiss on your sensuous lips.
A taste of your sexual body.
An epitome of beauty and undaunted, erotic, lustful curves and dips.
That is my combatant, right hand lady and everlasting love.
That's you.
Kaleigh.

3/6/09 - Constants keep equations annoying.

For instance :\