Well, currently i'm on the toilet, the Chinese passes through me faster than a bullet through its barrel, same eruption though.

Now that i have your attention, the name's Jimmy.
I was happy once.

That was back when Cindy was still alive. That's when i was happy. She didn't just complete me, she was me. We were identical twins, separated at birth, except from the facts that we were of opposite sex and had different parents..... that was our favorite joke. Our friends would say "here it comes," and we'd tell it to another new person.

We laughed every time.
We did.
Together.

Do you want to know about the nights we spent together?
Do you care to hear about what real love is?
Let me guess, love doesn't matter anymore.

FUCK BOYS THEY'RE.......
GIRLS JUST TRY TO.........

You're just still a child, that's all, hope the truth only hurts enough to make you keep reading.

We'd drive up the same ten blocks hand in hand, silent.
We'd walk up and down my over-lengthened street.
We'd shine lights in each other's faces and get pissed.
We'd try to push each other's feet into dog shit.

We were in love.
You've never kissed like i have. Our first was on a dare...
spin the bottle is still hip in my town....
fuck you.

But that wasn't the one that mattered, the one we'd lie to people about as our first kiss, because it just had a better ring to it.
A melody that rings.

The day after that incident, she'd probably forgotten about me, girls normally did and do and will, but i hadn't missed a glimpse of her face while she walked down the hallway, brown hair swiveled to the left, petite in a sense that defines itself.

What i did miss, though, was the person's foot jutted out from the locker, he didn't do it on purpose, his laughter after i'd fallen wasn't that of pure enjoyment, rather a conforming need to due to the hilarity of the incident.

But before he could help me up,
"ARE YOU OKAY? OH MY GOD YOU LIKE SLAMMED YOUR HEAD."

....... Who's to my right
you already know the answer.

She extended both hands and had surprising amounts of upper body strength as i was thrown face to face with a girl that i could use as an armrest. She took my head down about 10 feet to where she could whisper in my ear and
"You know, your nose is bleeding really badly, you MIGHT want to go to the nurse's. Shall we?"

And i thought the dizziness was because i didn't have breakfast.....
wait what?

We were going?
We did.
Together.

She sat next to me in the room and admitted she just didn't like the idea of her creepy teacher in math class paired with her mini skirt, and said thank you. And kissed me.

You were expecting SO much more weren't you?

Think about it though. Isn't that almost better than some romantic bullshit like walking down.....streets...together.

Sorry, i'm laying in bed now. It's 3am and i couldn't sleep again, it happens when you're infinitely alone.

Also, I hope you don't hate sad endings.

She died due to a straight bullet, hicks think it's fun to shoot coke cans and she was taking the trash down.

I wept for days.

Cherish every moment.
For Cindy. For Jimmy.
For us.
Together.
Goodnight everyone.